the boy with the blue hands

[asakiyume]

I came across a boy leaning over the edge of a snowy chasm, his chin in the snow and a magnifying glass in his hand, looking at the leaves and feather flowers of hoarfrost and snow...



"They're a little like ferns or the notched needles of certain cypresses," he said, his speech clipped, as if he were very cold--and he ought to have been very cold, lying there in the snow. "They're like them, but much more beautiful. I could look at them forever."

I got down on my knees to look, but he pushed me away. "You're too warm!" he said. "You'll melt them with your breath, if you don't knock them with those clumsy mittens."

I saw his hands were blue and his fingertips practically black, and his thin, sharp nose and the lobes of his ears, too.

"It's not good for you to be so cold," I said.

"It's perfect for me to be so cold," he said. "Perfect. . ." And he moved his magnifying glass over to another fringe of hoarfrost, once again lost in contemplation.

Comments

[cucumberseed.livejournal.com]

Frostbite is a terrible sacrifice. But when one seeks to be one with the winter, they're bound to give up all that is warm in them, eventually. Some in pieces, some all at once. Their cold new selves tell me the miss nothing of the flesh they left behind, but don't believe them. It's a trade that they made by accident, despair or necessity, and those choices always carry regrets.

[asakiyume.livejournal.com]

It's a trade that they made by accident, despair or necessity, and those choices always carry regrets.


That's right.