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what walking?
This cuts into my abiity to regain stamina and general fitness.
The exercises are starting to help significantly, so now all I need is a day or two without a major rainstorm or enough after a rainstorm that I won't be getting wet just by walking around near trees and bushes.
A friend told me that it takes at least 6 months to get one's energy back after COVID. Well, I was diagnosed Jan. 20 and it went for a couple of weeks actively and a few more overall. It took more time to be rid of the bad taste from the Pax than I expected. So I'm still within six months of it. I keep telling myself this.
The other thing that interferes with my health at the moment is variable tinitis, as in it comes and goes, and when it's there I have to find a soundscape in my CALM app that has that tone in it, so that the app's sounds distract me from the one inside my brain. Usually it works, but last night the inner sound had apparently retuned itself (autotune is the plague) and did not match anything on Calm except a wind in the trees, so I wasn't able to sleep, since the 'wind in pines' just didn't work. There is a downside to having perfect pitch and noticing when the inner-produced noises change.
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Carl's former role
Comic for Saturday May 31st, 2025 - "Carl's former role" [ view ]
On this day in 1999, Kevin was going out to his garden patch to get some lunch. There was a lot of different flowers to choose from. But one stood out in particular... [ view ]
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A very long story very short and super elided
Today, Dr. IM comes in and says we really have to talk discharge, I point out the current efficacy of the new meds - including some unexpected but welcome stuff happening, note that my hemoglobin is still pretty darn low and, "if you send me home today, it's going to take all my hard fought energy, I am going to sleep for two solid days, and I will likely totally lose my appetite again, right after it has started to return."
He replies, "I just can't justify it to Medicare."
"Medicare? Why do you have to justify it to Medicare?", I ask.
"Because you have Medicare..."
"I don't have Medicare; I have Cigna, and it's a self-funded policy. I am sure that my employer would want me here as long as it takes to actually feel better."
"Oh. Why did I think you have Medicare? Okay so we'll keep you over the weekend, and revisit on Monday."
OMG. I now have so much sympathy for folks with Medicare... because it is clear that their models don't include comorbidities.
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Not as it was [early music, MA]
The 2025 BEMF is just nine days out and the Fringe Concerts listings updated today has a total of fewer than 30 listings.
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Yes, Master~
Consensual Control

Content Warning: Dubcon
Sex is fun. Sometimes, sex involves power dynamics. The master and the servant. The dom and the sub. Or, perhaps, something stranger. This is a meme for characters exploring the space defined by these power dynamics, without either party being forced into it against their will. It's a game, and the only winners are the ones who have a good time.
Of course, this being an RP meme, we can get a little surreal with it, too.
( Yes, master )
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Summer Reconfiguration: Living Room
( Welcome to the Swamp (Cooler) )
Our high temperatures here in Northern Nevada don't get so awful as down south. It rarely reaches 40°C, which is where the cooler can't keep up. Fortunately, just like we rarely have days colder than -10°C in the winter, those very hot days don't happen much either. When it gets that hot, it's hard to do anything at all, and even the computers start straining and clocking themselves down to prevent overheating.
One key thing here is how cool it gets at night. Most of the time, it cools off sufficiently that we can open the windows and get some air circulation that dumps the hot air out of the house and brings in the cooler overnight air. It's that desert thing again. There will be times when that doesn't happen, and then it can get very unpleasant. Also, if wildfires send smoke our way, keeping the windows open also messes up the indoor air quality. But we mostly get by.
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*thud*
The back is started. Taking out five rows of 54 seed stitch was easy, but annoying.
I also added some duplicate stitch around the neckline and right underarm to even it out a bit. I'm sure it would be fine in just one color, but with doing the seed stitch border in black, it was a little uneven. It needed a few more stitches and half stitches.
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Have I mentioned that Beehiiv is kind of obnoxious
Their latest "guide to growing and monetizing creator-first businesses" email started with "I recently listened to a podcast where MrBeast discussed how switching from voice actors to AI-powered software to translate one of his videos for a non-English-speaking audience created an admittedly worse product but improved the audience retention rate", a sentence near-perfectly designed to make me cringe away from my screen.
I guess the naked amoral capitalism is in some ways less gross than the "app for independent voices" thinly veiled amoral capitalism of Substack etc but urrrgh.
(now to decide if I want to crosspost this to the newsletter lol)
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Whumpex Post Deadline Pinch Hits - Due June 2nd 10PM PST
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Rules and Guidelines | Current Pinch Hit Post
PH 2 - 镇魂 | Guardian (TV 2018), 镇魂 | Guardian - priest
PH 8 - Succession (TV 2018), Supernatural (TV 2005), Original Work
PH 10 - Noblesse (Manhwa)
PH 11 - Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), Kingdom Hearts (Video Games)
PH 14 - Naruto (Anime & Manga), 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 莲花楼 | Mysterious Lotus Casebook (TV)
PH 19 - Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV), Angel: the Series, Castle (TV 2009)
For more details/to claim, view the pinch hit post.
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SPOON: a wall! with shelves on it!

[The top part of the eastern wall of my room, above the newish window, is now (mostly) covered by two pieces of plywood, cut to more-or-less follow the shape of the ceiling, and painted pale turquoise. There’s about an inch vertical gap between them, right above the middle of the window.]
The space issue in my room had finally gotten to the point where I really needed to do something about it, right when I had an iota or two of spare energy. so I did something about it.
It was kind of a process.
I am honestly pretty impressed by how close I got the shape of that plywood — yes, that’s pretty damn GOOD for me, I am NOT good at this stuff. It covers the insulation! & mostly stops the drafts! Kind of!
I knew I wasn’t going to have any luck filling that narrow space without making it worse, so instead of that I wound up cutting a wider piece & putting that over the gap. Successfully!
The next two pieces were much easier to cut, but much harder to install, since I had no plans to move either the bed or the black shelves out of the way. But I managed it, after several attempts.

[The same wall, now with painted plywood on either side of the window. A couple of boxes and a basket are visible on the left side.]
& then I took no pictures at all. because I have gotten out of the habit of chronicling projects the way I used to, but there was a lot of measuring, cutting plywood & 2x4s, painting the cut plywood & 2x4s, & then a long afternoon of installing the lot of them.
Then I got to put things on the shelves, which is absolutely, entirely the best part.

[There’s a long shelf, spanning the width of the room, just above the window; on the left side, above the head of the bed, is another shelf that runs from that side of the window to the edge of the wall. The other side, where the matching shelf would be, has a set of black shelves taking up that space. Every inch of both shelves is covered in semi-organized stuff, but the top of the headboard is empty save for a towel at the right edge, where the sun will hit it in the mornings.]
… what a RELIEF. It’s so much easier to keep the floor cleared off, now, & my shelves are all much less cluttered. There’s even more room under the bed, though I’m contemplating ways to make that space easier to use, too. & I can GET to stuff, which is kind of new. I’m really enjoying it.
& of course SOMEONE had to be the first to explore.

[Seen from immediately below, Major Tom, a big grey tabby, is sitting on the headboard, hunkered down a bit so his head doesn’t hit the shelf above him. His ears and whiskers are perked forward; he is curious and alert.]
… well. He explored the parts he could get to, anyway, which didn’t involve the new shelves at all, but at least there was space on the headboard for him.

[He’s hunkered down on the headboard, facing towards the lamp, eyes squinched about halfway closed.]
& then? He took a nap.
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Returning Pinch Hits 3, 6, 7, 8, 9
( PH 3 - Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses, Fire Emblem Musou: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem Warriors: Three Hopes, 殺し愛 | Koroshi Ai (Manga), Limbus Company (Video Game) )
( PH 6 - Team Fortress 2, I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream - Harlan Ellison, Scream (Movies) )
( PH 7 - Doctor Who (1963) )
( PH 8 - Vlad Țepeș (1979), Felvidek (Video Game), 15th Century CE RPF )
( PH 9 - 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù )
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Dept. of Remembrance
This is Mary Glen Keirstead Routliffe Stirling. She was born on May 30, 1927, in Greenwich, Nova Scotia, Canada. For most of her life, she lived within 10.5 miles of the house where a midwife delivered her.* Nova Scotia was where she died, on Oct. 27, 2013. Nova Scotia was her home.
In the 13 years since she died, I've generally remembered her on the anniversary of her death, and I'll undoubtedly do that again. But today, when she would have turned 98 if she hadn't moved on, I wanted to turn my face to the sky and sing Happy Birthday to her. I hope she and my stepdad, Rob Stirling, young and beautiful again as they were when they fell in love, are together.
And I like to think that after a modest dinner at a modest heavenly restaurant, with a birthday cake that has all the taste and none of the calories, that they will leave the restaurant, and dance together, twirling and laughing, in the stars.
I love you, Mum.
*She spent a short time in Montreal as a newly minted nurse, and later, in the years she was married to my father, she lived in or around Mont Joli, Quebec. Together, those probably consisted of no more than five years.
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Please, talk about how things are going for you in the comments, ask for advice or help if you need it, or just discuss whatever you feel like.
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RIP, Loretta Swit
I really need to add a M*A*S*H rewatch to my ever-growing list. I started one last year, but then work exploded and I just... never got back to it. Maybe I can do that when and if I finish the Babylon 5 rewatch.
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went to the curveball, bounced it
I keep meaning to post then forgetting what I want to say, since it's mostly just about work. I did get several amazing photos of Baby Miss L in a Spider-Gwen outfit with a hood (with a glittery pink mask on it), a cute blue spider on the torso (when I first saw it, I admit my initial response was "Khaji Da?" so it's more scarab than spider but also she's 2 and a half, so) and a skirt decorated with webbing. It's so cute and she apparently approved of it by saying "Spider-Man! Spider-Man!" in her specific toddler lingo. And the Superman dress finally arrived so I hope to see pictures of that soon, too! Also, she has taken to carrying her Easter basket over her shoulder like a purse and calling it her bag, so she is definitely getting a headstart on her fashionista personality.
In other news, I was reading some fic I was otherwise enjoying but I will never ever ever understand why in EVERY SINGLE FANDOM I have ever read fic in, there are some gobsmackingly awful non-canon nicknames that proliferate. Sometimes for characters who already have a canonical nickname, so why? I mean, I get that the use of a nickname can be intimacy marker (much like the switch from last name to first name, or full first name to canon nickname), but the fact is, none of the characters this is applied to would ever allow themselves to be called these names by ANYONE, not even an intimate partner. The worst is when Jason calls Talia "Tals." NO. WHO thinks TALIA AL GHUL, DAUGHTER OF THE DEMON, is going to let ANYONE call her "Tals." No, really, meet me in the parking lot, I just have some questions.
I also don't understand when people apologize for...well, anything really, in their author's notes, but especially when they say shit like, "Sorry this chapter is mostly dialogue! We'll get back to the introspection soon!" I mean, I guess some people don't like dialogue??? Obviously mileage varies. But it is frequently the best part of a story for me. If your story holds off on dialogue for too long in favor of maundering introspection, I will likely wander away and never come back (like, obviously if it's a 900-word plotless character ramble that's fine, but then you are not posting it in chapters, at least I'd hope not).
I guess if you're not confident in your character voices, dialogue can be difficult, but you're still going to need to get the character voice right in the narration/introspection, and some characters are not really going to be doing a lot of introspection at all, even in their own heads, so it's even harder to get them right. Which is probably when it's time to revisit canon. But I admit, dialogue is pretty much the easiest thing I find to write, so possibly it's just me.
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My first
• Nothing novel here. Drop them muses, get some tags.
• Respect preferences. Be as chill as the frost our rooftops.
PROMPTS
- ANGRY: ( a ) is angry at ( b ) for the first time
- BED: ( a ) and ( b ) share a bed for the first time
- CAR: ( a ) shares a ride with ( b ) for the first time
- COOKING: ( a ) cooks for ( b ) for the first time
- CRYING: ( a ) sees ( b ) crying for the first time
- DATE: ( a ) asks ( b ) out on a date for the first time
- DRUNK: ( a ) drunk calls/texts ( b ) for the first time
- FLOWERS: ( a ) gives ( b ) flowers for the first time
- HAND: ( a ) touches/holds ( b )’s hand for the first time
- HEARTFELT: ( a ) sends ( b ) a heartfelt text/audio for the first time
- HUG: ( a ) hugs ( b ) for the first time
- HURT: ( a ) sees ( b ) hurt for the first time
- HOME: ( a ) goes to ( b )’s home for the first time MESS ( a ) sees ( b ) in a messy state for the first time
- JOURNAL: ( a ) writes about ( b ) in their journal for the first time
- SAFE: ( a ) feels safe around ( b ) for the first time
- SEEN: ( a ) sees ( b ) for the first time
- SICK: ( a ) sees ( b ) sick for the first time
- SNOOZE: ( a ) falls asleep on ( b ) for the first time
- SUN: ( a ) and ( b ) watch the sunrise together for the first time
- TEXT: ( a ) texts ( b ) first after a long silence for the first time
- UPSET: ( a ) sends ( b ) an upset text/audio for the first time
+ MIX IT UP. SEND A SYMBOL IN RESPONSE TO MY TOP-LEVEL FOR MY CHARACTER TO:
- 😘 kiss your character for the first time
- 🤗 hug your character for the first time
- 😢 cry in front of your character for the first time
- 👫 hold your character’s hand for the first time
- 👊 hit your character for the first time
- 🍔 cook for your character for the first time
- 🍻 get drunk with/in front of your character for the first time
- 🎤 sing in front of your character for the first time
- 🎨 show your character a special talent for the first time
- 🏡 go to your character’s house for the first time
- ✈️ travel with your character for the first time
- 🛌 sleep with your character for the first time
- ❤️ tell your character "I love you" for the first time
- 🖤 tell your character "I hate you" for the first time
- 🩹 be injured in front of your character for the first time
- 🚑 go to the hospital with/for your character for the first time
- 🎁 give your character a gift for the first time
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May the 4th art dump
ANYWAY. I did seven pictures for the May the 4th Star Wars fanworks exchange! And I received 3 stories!
( WHAT I GOT: )
The seven pictures I did, in no particular order:
Stolen Moment (0 words) by Irusu
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Cal Kestis/Merrin the Nightsister
Characters: Cal Kestis, Merrin the Nightsister (Star Wars)
Additional Tags: Fanart
Summary:
It will have to be enough
Irresistable Force Meets a Movable Object (0 words) by Irusu
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Obi-Wan Kenobi (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Obi-Wan Kenobi & Leia Organa
Characters: Obi-Wan Kenobi, Leia Organa
Additional Tags: Fanart
Summary:
I know that feel, Obi-Wan.
Target Practice (0 words) by Irusu
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Bad Batch (Cartoon)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: CT-9904 | Crosshair & Omega (Star Wars: The Bad Batch)
Characters: CT-9904 | Crosshair, Omega (Star Wars: The Bad Batch)
Additional Tags: Fanart, Treat
Summary:
A little practice never hurt anyone. Well maybe not *anyone*...
Guardian (0 words) by Irusu
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Jocasta Nu
Additional Tags: Fanart
Summary:
She would guard it with her life...and did.
Formal Portrait (0 words) by Irusu
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Original Trilogy
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Leia Organa
Additional Tags: Fanart
Summary:
What would young Leia choose for her first senatorial portrait?
A Fistful of Credits (0 words) by Irusu
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Original Character & Original Character
Characters: Original Sith, Original Jedi
Additional Tags: love them western vibes, Space Cowboys - Freeform, Fanart, Treat
Summary:
It's the first holodrama of its kind! It won't be the last!
Dark Seduction (39 words) by Irusu
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Legends - All Media Types
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Corran Horn/Exar Kun
Characters: Corran Horn, Exar Kun
Additional Tags: Fanart
Summary:
Prompt: "That scene where he appears to Corran at night but sexy"